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MS’s Handwritten Letters
Original Document TITLE/CLASSIFICATION:
Accepting God’s Judgment
Original Document DATE:
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Although under extreme chastisement, the Lord is keeping me. Each time I’ve come to a point of dispair [sic], His Spirit ministers hope to me. After weeks of wrestling with thoughts of giving up, God reveled [sic] to me the beginning of last week my biggest enemy—my own self will. He showed me how my own willfulness has been opposed to His will + by allowing it to rule I hindered the moving of His spirit [sic] in the body, esp. amongst the women. This peirced [sic] me with grief and fear and I cried out to Him to deliver me + to give me His will. The following day I had the biggest battle yet, but I came thru victorious + since that time I’ve felt a peace inside. I am surrendered to drink this cup knowing that in so doing I will die but Christ in me will be resurrected. This is the desire of my heart.
As concerning the termination of my marriage to Capt. [S.] I also am surrendered. He + the children I put on the alter [sic] before getting the devorse [sic] papers. I’ll not fight against God’s judgement. I’ve failed + I accept the punishment. Paul said to count all lose [sic] as gain. Capt. [S.] no longer has to carry my weight. The children’s faces reflect the joy of the Lord. In the end I can even see Gods [sic] mercy on me. Capt. [S.’s] a strong personality and I in my weakness have always leaned upon Him to hold me up. But god [sic] wants me to carry my own weight + lean upon Him for my strength.
I’ve had my eyes open to so much. I’ve been such a carnal Christian. I could write several pages on what I’m experiencing + learning but I won’t take your time.
I’m so sorry for the grief I’ve caused you both, that I didn’t before now take heed + practice those things which you’ve taught me. It’s those things you’ve taught me that are keeping me alive now. The Lord has given me hope that this will all be turned around for His glory’s sake, not for mine. I don’t dispise [sic] His dealings. He’s making me real, trying me by fire. I am a prisoner, captive because of my offences. This is His mercy. My eyes are on the vision. By all outward appearances my life in God looks hopeless. But by faith I believe that God will deliver me.
I appreciate you so much,
Forsaken, but not forever
General Jim’s Response to
MS’s Letter #3
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MS STARTS out with seeing her “own willfulness has been opposed to His [God’s] will.” This has always been MS’s problem.
MS: “I’ll not fight against God’s judgment. I’ve failed + I accept the punishment.”
The “punishment” certainly was nothing we had done or were doing to her, as one can see by all the contradictions and lies she later wrote.
MS: “I’ve had my eyes open to so much. I’ve been such a CARNAL Christian.”
She said this, not any of us!
MS: “I’m so sorry for the grief I’VE caused you both...”
The “grief” for us was that MS never, I repeat, NEVER changed. She repeated her sins over an over. Tell me, what is a minister supposed to do with this kind of recidivist behavior?
MS: “I don’t dispise [sic] His dealings.” Really, MS? Why have you went about, since 1988, to DESTROY us?
MS: “I am a prisoner, captive because of MY OFFENCES.”
If this was true, as YOU tell us here, why have you told the world hundreds of times over, that we held you captive, that we physically “locked you up” in a dirty ol’ shed for 10 weeks...or was it 6 months?
MS: “But by faith I believe that God will deliver me.”
Now, in contrast to what you stated in your letter, here is your report in the Chico Enterprise-Record (of California), as reported by Ed Farrell, and I quote: “...[MS] spent her time ‘in judgment’ deep in prayer, seeking forgiveness and guidance from God. Only the DEPLORABLE conditions and NEAR STARVATION forced her to leave the compound, according to her attorney, Bob B. of Sacramento.”
Remember the words “NEAR STARVATION”, folks, for later we’ll see if this was really the truth or just a BIG LIE. Stay tuned...
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